Chapter 166
Chapter 166
After learning that Mu Xin had revealed her true identity to Le Zhengzhi and Le Zhengli, Le Ying began to get angry, but when she thought of Mu Xin's ugly look and Yun Xiu's explanation for her, her anger subsided.
To conceal something for the sake of others' safety, to conceal something for the sake of others, to be cautious in every step for the sake of others' affairs, this is Mu Xin.
Although she failed to keep it a secret for herself, she had done enough for herself. Besides, since Le Zhengzhi and Le Zhengli knew about it, it was not a big deal.
However, when she thought about Le Zhengzhi knowing it, she felt scared. She was afraid that Le Zhengzhi would find her and question her, and she was afraid of the look Le Zhengfang would give her after she knew it.
Le Ying's hands were shaking as she held the plate. When she reached the sand sea and saw Le Zhengquan, tears welled up in her eyes. She immediately turned around and ran to the well, throwing down the plate and letting the things inside fall to pieces.
She sat on a wooden shelf, saw a bucket beside her, went over to fetch a bucket of water, and then looked at herself in the mirror while looking at the water in the bucket.
This look is no longer Murong Ying, this is just Le Ying, how should she explain it?
How could she tell him that she only had three years left to live? She had thought that after taking revenge, she would die quietly, so that the people she cared about would no longer have to feel sad about her death.
When she thought of this, Le Ying couldn't help but cover her mouth and shed tears silently.
She sensed a figure behind her and thought it was Le Zhengzhi who had found her. She was excited and scared. She wanted to recognize him but didn't dare to. She planned to run away without looking back, but Yinli grabbed her. Only then did she realize it was Yinli, and he threw himself into her arms.
"I heard from Yun Xiu that she asked me to come and comfort you."
Le Ying stood up straight and wiped the tears from her face.
"We are not much different in age, but you are much more mature and sensible than me."
Yin Li sat down by the well and said, "It's not like that. What we care about is more than just revenge. It's the greed of human nature.
I swore at the beginning that I would live only for revenge, but now that I have survived, I want even more.
I once complained, why didn't they call me back earlier? Then I could meet my son and maybe talk to him. I thought it wouldn't affect the plan at all. "
"and then?"
"It was Miss Yin who woke me up. She is much younger than me.
She said that people are like this, after meeting someone once, they want to see him/her a second time.
The first time I just watched from a distance, the second time I wanted to get closer, the third time I wanted to talk to him, the fourth time, the fifth time…
I would start thinking about recognizing him, and the time it took was just a blink of his eyes.
She asked me, at that time, what I want is still revenge? No, not really, I want to recognize the attachment with him, but I can't recognize him, and I can't recognize him.
You just saw your own reflection in the water. We are no longer the same people we were back then.
Ms. Yin's analysis is correct. We are not only unwilling and resentful, but also have reasons to protect our loved ones, right?"
Le Ying was silent. She would rather become a demon than not survive. At that time, she struggled to survive with deep hatred for her enemies and the pain of losing her child.
After she really survived, her mentality gradually changed. She couldn't forget the hatred, but she wanted more.
She thought that one day she would be able to return to Lezheng under the identity of Murong Ying, and she had been tracking down the whereabouts of Lezhenghe. When she thought of Lezhenghe, she also thought about being able to protect Lezheng for him, and her greed continued to grow.
She stroked her face and said, "Yes, because we are alive, we want to regain more of what we have lost. This is greed."
“From what happened today, I realized that we are so useless and have been relying on the young lady.
In fact, the lady has already said at the beginning that the success or failure of revenge depends on ourselves rather than her. She just built a bridge for us, and whether we can cross it depends on ourselves.
We always thought she was very powerful and that we could get revenge by following her, but we didn't know that the young lady had a sick body and needed to sleep for quite a long time.
Just think about it, if it were us, with constant pain in our bodies and we collapsed from exhaustion, and when we woke up we thought that all the previous things had been done, but in fact things had become worse, with more things to worry about and all kinds of speculations and suspicions, wouldn’t we want to tell it all out and feel at ease?
Regarding Le Zhengli's matter, Donghai Pavilion's matter, and my son-in-law's matter, we really didn't do anything well, so what right do we have to be angry?
At this point, has the young lady done something irreversible? Could it be that we don't have any plans at all?
The lady trusts all those who can enter Fangyuan, and they are included in her future plans, so she does not shy away from many things, and hopes that they can show some trust in us in the future.
But you have to understand that the young lady is an outsider after all, and she cannot grasp the unclear ties between her and us.
I cannot fully understand their trust and understanding, so the best way to gain their trust is ourselves.
Why don't you think about it from another perspective? Since your identity has been exposed, why not make good use of it?"
"Make good use of it?"
"Yes."
After Le Ying thought about it, she understood what Yin Li said.
"Yes, no matter how well the young lady understands, she still doesn't understand as well as we do. No matter how much you can empathize with something you haven't experienced, it will never become her experience.
Just as you said, they will all be part of our plan in the future, they are just implemented in advance. I shouldn't panic. I shouldn't panic for any plan, no matter when. These are things that have to be done, sooner or later.
Instead of complaining here, I might as well take this opportunity to win them over. Maybe it will make the next plan easier. After all, this is Jimen Pass."
"I'm so happy for you that you can figure it out."
Le Ying had some understanding of Xiaomi and Xiaoyi's purpose, and they also knew what they wanted, but no one knew much about Yinli's revenge.
Whenever it was brought up, she would either laugh it off or say there was no rush.
Whether she was in a hurry or not, she felt that she was in a hurry. She was also worried that if she implemented her revenge plan first, it would make her feel unfair, and she would be embarrassed to delay it for too long.
"Don't worry Yinli, my situation won't last more than three years."
"Silly boy, you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. My business is really not urgent. In fact, your revenge plan is already within my plan. Miss and I also have other agreements, so don't worry. Your successful revenge is the beginning of my revenge."
Yinli did not say the last sentence. She was very clear about how powerful her target of revenge was. She did not dare to hope that she could succeed in her revenge in her lifetime, especially since Mu Xin had promised her that even if she could not take revenge in her lifetime, she could leave with peace of mind. This was also one of the reasons why she was relatively calm.
Seeing that Le Ying had let it go and that her work of comforting her was successful, Yin Li left with peace of mind.
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