ushernet Chapter 255: She doesn't want a relationship without love
Chapter 255: She doesn't want a relationship without love
Baili Haoxuan transferred Chu'er to his side as his personal maid. He always felt that getting along with Chu'er was becoming more and more natural and comfortable, and seemed to be looking for her shadow in Chu'er.
Although he felt that this was abominable and would be a desecration of his Yan'er, it only left a trace of sweetness in the long life to come.
Chu'er was even given special privileges. He could come and go as he pleased in the imperial study, and no one dared to stop him, all because the emperor had given him this privilege.
Gradually, rumors began to spread in the harem, and the language was extremely unpleasant to the ears. Of course, these words did not reach Baili Haoxuan's ears, but Chu'er, who was at the bottom of the society, often heard them.
Chu'er never got angry and always just smiled it off.
In addition to serving Baili Haoxuan every day, Chu'er spends more time in Qingyue Palace because it is a familiar place.
In the courtyard of Qingyue Palace, there is a small garden. Because someone has been taking care of it for a long time, the flowers there are growing quite well. Chu'er is watering the flowers.
The warm sunshine sprinkled on Chu'er's face, the earth was full of vitality, and Chu'er seemed to be in a good mood, humming a tune.
Chu'er was so immersed in watering the flowers that she didn't notice someone behind her.
Baili Haoxuan stood with his hands behind his back, his blue eyes staring straight at Chu'er's figure, with a gleam in his eyes. The more he looked, the more she looked like Yan'er, and the more he looked, the more he was obsessed with her.
"If you were Yan'er, how great it would be." Even if he was deeply depressed, Baili Haoxuan knew deeply that the person in front of him was not his Yan'er.
Chu Er turned around and saw Baili Haoxuan was obsessed with it. Her eyes darkened and she went to meet him. She bowed slightly and said, "Good luck to the emperor."
Baili Haoxuan came back to his senses, smiled faintly, and said: "When there are no outsiders, Chu'er does not need to bow to me."
Chu Er was stunned when she heard this, but she quickly replied, "Yes, I will follow the emperor's orders."
"Chu'er, you really are becoming more and more like your master." Baili Haoxuan sighed.
"Your Majesty, are you thinking about the Empress again?"
"Hmm." He snorted and nodded slightly. That figure was always on his mind, and he was thinking about it all the time.
"Since the Emperor misses His Majesty so much, why doesn't he go look for her?" She has wanted to ask this question for six years.
"I have done too many mistakes and missed too much. In this life, I can no longer give her happiness, but I hope I can give it to her in the next life." Baili Haoxuan expressed his vision like this.
"Hehe...next life? Everyone longs for an afterlife, but who knows if there will be an afterlife? If you love her, you should pursue her and tell her your love. I can't imagine such a cowardly and gullible behavior." Chu'er was excited when he heard the word "next life", and the words in his heart came out without thinking about the consequences.
Baili Haoxuan looked at Chu'er in a daze. Chu'er's chest and abdomen were heaving violently due to anger, and his face was red.
Chu'er felt unable to face it, so she left Baili Haoxuan alone in shock and ran away quickly.
Chu'er bit her lower lip in annoyance. She was too impulsive. All these days of hiding were useless. Yes, she was not the real Chu'er. She was the person who had transformed into Chu'er's appearance and whom Baili Haoxuan missed day and night - Sang Yu Hanyan.
I finally couldn't help it anymore. All my efforts these days were in vain. Is he really my last happiness as you said? But I miss you so much...
I just want to erase all the memories and go far away.
Sang Yuhanyan ran back to her dorm, her face full of tears. Chuer saw Sang Yuhanyan with tears in her eyes, rushed up to her, and asked in surprise: "Madam, what's wrong with you? Were you bullied?"
Chu'er thought that Sang Yu Hanyan was sad after hearing the rumors in the harem, and she kept comforting her.
"No. Chu'er, I've had enough of this trouble these days. I'm going back, and you go back to serve the emperor." Sang Yu Hanyan said a little disheartened.
These days, she saw that Baili Haoxuan's love for her and his deep longing for her were genuine, and she was very moved. However, she could not approve of his cowardly behavior.
Love is about striving, not giving in. Or is it that she is the only one she loves? She doesn't want a relationship without love, absolutely not!
So, she was leaving. She had already given this opportunity, but Baili Haoxuan missed it himself. If he said he missed it...
"Empress, didn't you come back to see the Emperor... But, how come... the Emperor..." Chu'er became anxious and babbled nonsense, feeling anxious.
"Chu'er, stop talking. Just pretend that I have never come back. You have to help me keep this secret, remember." Sang Yu Hanyan said lightly.
The servant quickly packed up the clothes she had brought with her, wiped the tears from her face, and turned away neatly...
(To be continued)