ushernet Chapter 196 She is still too kind after all
Chapter 196 She is still too kind after all
The autumn wind turned slightly cooler, bringing in a hint of coolness. The central army camp was silent. The hand that was tightly clasped around Yun Jingman's waist slowly loosened, and Beitang Yuan's narrow peach blossom eyes struggled with discomfort.
"So what?" He said calmly. When Beitang Yuan's left hand left, Yun Jingman turned around and looked at Beitang Yuan with determined eyes.
"There is no father and son on the battlefield, it doesn't matter who comes. Can't General Beitang bring himself to kill his old master?" She frowned slightly and asked loudly.
"It's not me, it's you!" Beitang Yuan said with pain in his eyes and gritted his teeth. When he knew that Yun Jingman was actually Sang Yuhanyan, he knew that she actually had feelings for Baili Haoxuan.
Back then, the story of the deep love between Emperor Xuanhui and Empress Sang Yu was well known to everyone in the world. Maybe Baili Haoxuan was just pretending to love her, but Sang Yu Hanyan was not. She truly loved Baili Haoxuan.
Without love, how can there be hatred? There is no hatred without reason in this world, and there is no love without reason. The deeper the hatred, the deeper the love. He has always known this, so he is so scared...
"Me? What about me? Ha, you won't tell me that you are afraid that I still love him and can't do it. Or even betray you because of this?" Yun Jingman gave a sarcastic smile, but his watery eyes were cold and the smile did not reach his eyes.
"I don't know." Beitang Yuan said a little weakly, his eyes lowered, not daring to look directly into Yun Jingman's too sharp eyes. He walked to the bedside, sat down, and lowered his head.
"What a joke. Do you think I will still miss the devil who killed my children again and again? Can you imagine the pain of a child who has been with you day and night for seven months, who has shared the same breath and fate with you, being killed by someone feeding him abortion pills? How painful can the pain be when your heart is connected to your fingers? Is it as painful as the pain of losing my closest flesh and blood?" Yun Jingman shouted loudly, his chest and abdomen heaving, his fists clenched tightly, and a hint of pain and murderous intent flashed across his watery eyes.
"child?"
"I don't want to say anything more. Since General Beitang doesn't believe me, Jingman has to find another place." Yun Jingman didn't want to tear open his wound again and show it to others. This wound is only suitable for him to lick it slowly.
Beitang Yuan rushed over and hugged Yun Jingman tightly with both hands, ignoring the blood oozing from his right hand. He said with resentment and pain: "I'm sorry, Man'er, I'm sorry. It's not that I don't trust you, it's that I don't trust myself. I'm afraid, afraid that you will leave because of this. I don't want to lose you, I don't want to..." He was the only one left in the world, and he didn't want to be abandoned.
"Beitang, I'm not worthy." I'm a dying man, not worthy of your deep love. In this life, I only have eyes for Baili Haoxuan, whether I love or hate him, there is only him. In the next life, I only want to meet him, and I only want to love and hate him...
I'm sorry, I can't give you what you want...
"You're worth it. You're worth it. Because, you and I are the same kind of people. To lose everything and live the rest of your life with nothing but hatred."
"Beitang, you still have a lot of time left in your life, and you deserve a better woman." And the rest of my life is only five months, just five months.
"I only want you, only you..." The infatuated Beitang Yuan pulled away and slowly moved his lips towards hers, but Yun Jingman dodged him.
"Why?" Why hide?
"Now is not the time to do this." Yun Jingman said calmly.
"Ahem..." He coughed twice to cover up his embarrassment. There was a hint of disappointment in his narrow peach blossom eyes, but it was quickly suppressed by Beitang Yuan and disappeared.
"I'm here to discuss something with you." Beitang Yuan let go of the hand that was hugging Yun Jingman, walked over and sat down, waved at Yun Jingman, motioning her to sit next to him.
"What's the matter?" He put away his emotions and asked seriously.
"I want to save the wounded in the wounded camp."
"Why?"
"No reason. Because that is also a human life. We cannot abandon them just because they can no longer march and fight." This is too inhumane. Yun Jingman did not say this. Because, how could the ancients understand humanity.
"Man'er, do you know how many wounded soldiers there are? Three thousand. But how many military doctors are there? Only three. Not to mention military doctors, what about medicinal materials? How to treat these three thousand wounded soldiers?" Beitang Yuan frowned and took Yun Jingman's analysis very seriously.
"Then we can't just abandon them. I'm going to save them, no matter what you say. You can imagine that there are people at home who are waiting for them to return. Even if they have missing limbs, as long as they are safe, happiness is still there."
"Man'er... don't let your emotions get the better of you. Marching and fighting is inevitable. Life and death are determined by heaven. If you join the army, you should put your life aside." Beitang Yuan reached out and stroked Yun Jingman's hair, advising her. She was still too soft-hearted after all.
"I don't need your support, just don't stop me. Is this okay?"
"You can do whatever you want. But don't say I didn't tell you that three thousand people is not a small number."
"I won't give up." Yun Jingman said this and left coldly. Beitang Yuan looked at Yun Jingman's departing back and shook his head.
Yun Jingman walked quickly to the wounded camp, listening to the constant groaning of the wounded. She took a quick look and saw that there were indeed too many people in the entire wounded camp, and she only had a pair of hands.
But she would not give up. She would save as many people as she could because it was human life and she would not give up.
Yun Jingman found three military doctors, Kang Li, and some soldiers.
"Heal the seriously injured soldiers first. As for those with minor injuries and pains, Cangli, you go and help stop the bleeding and bandage them. The rest of you go up the mountain to pick these medicinal herbs. Hurry, hurry, get moving." Yun Jingman gave the orders in an orderly manner.
"Yes." The soldiers agreed readily and left.
There were only three military doctors, and they were a little embarrassed and hesitated to move forward. They looked at each other.
"What? Do you want to watch someone die without helping? A doctor should be like a loving parent. This is the first principle for doctors. If the person lying here is your relative, how would you feel? Would you still watch him die without helping?" Yun Jingman yelled at the three pedantic military doctors.
All the wounded soldiers in the wounded camp looked up at Yun Jingman, who was as thin as a willow and dressed in a light gray robe. They felt that she was radiating light like a fairy and could not take their eyes off her.
"Yes, we will follow Master Yun's orders." One of the military doctors bowed his head and said. The other two military doctors also nodded in agreement.
A figure outside the wounded soldiers camp grinned after hearing this. This was his Maner...