ushernet Chapter 166 He Hurt Her So Deeply
Chapter 166 He Hurt Her So Deeply
After knowing the truth, Baili Haoxuan's heart felt like it was being stabbed and gouged by countless sharp knives continuously.
Five years ago, he had let her down with all her love; he had always thought that she was just a pawn to play with, and that his kindness to her was just a trick, a means, but he had never thought that he had also given up his true feelings. The bud in his heart had been growing slowly, and had already become a towering tree. He had always ignored the fact that he actually loved her, too.
Until the day he lost her, he had to admit that she had always been in his heart.
In his dreams at midnight, he prayed to God every day to give him another chance to love Sang Yu Hanyan well. In this life, he would only love her forever and never change his mind.
However, when she came back to him, he didn't recognize her and fell in love with a substitute. He thought he had another chance to atone for his sins, but it was a greater harm to Sang Yu Hanyan...
When I think of this, it feels like a needle piercing my heart and the pain is unbearable.
Apart from the false sweetness of those two years, all he gave her was deep hurt… He destroyed her motherland overnight; he pulled her hair and made her witness with her own eyes her beloved mother being cut into pieces; he made her father the emperor humiliate and scold her; he watched with his own eyes his father being torn apart by five horses; his royal brothers and sisters were trampled by thousands of horses; his closest maid was raped by a dozen guards in turn in front of her, and she hanged herself in front of her…
He raped her with an incomparable animality, whipped her mercilessly to destroy her body, destroyed her appearance with his own hands, and forced her to drink the strongest abortion drug, so that they would lose their child forever...
When he came back three years later, the hurt he caused her was his distrust. When they made love for the first time in the imperial study, he didn't see any bleeding, and he was furious, saying some vicious words that hurt her. He said she was a prostitute, that she was unfaithful and unclean, that she was a slut who didn't observe the chastity of a woman...
When asked who the man was who took her virginity, she said, "I say that man is the emperor. Does the emperor believe it?"
Why didn't he believe it at that time? If he could kill himself, Baili Haoxuan would not hesitate to pick up the sword and stab it directly into his heart, just to atone for his sins to Yan'er.
However, he couldn't die. Not to mention that he had a vast country and millions of people on his shoulders, he had to find his Yan'er and do everything he could to make up for all the previous injuries...
"soul."
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After Beitang Yuan dragged Liu Ruxu back to the general's mansion, he threw her to Fang Jin, locked her up, and ran all the way back to his bedroom to see Yun Jingman.
It was windy and snowy outside, and it was extremely cold, but as soon as I entered the bedroom, I felt warm as spring, and even a little hot.
Two large charcoal stoves were burning brightly, and the windows were closed to keep the temperature high. Yun Jingman couldn't stand the slightest bit of coldness right now.
Beitang Yuan walked lightly to Yun Jingman's bed, reached out and gently stroked the pale and bloodless face, carefully tracing the blood-red scar, his narrow peach blossom eyes were full of pity and heartache.
The sound of her shallow breathing was intermittent, and he was always worried that she would not wake up. However, he always had to give her medicine. A few days ago, she refused to close her eyes and fall asleep, and her body was on the verge of collapse, so he had to give her medicine.
However, once she fell asleep, he was afraid that she would never wake up again, and he felt conflicted.
"Maner, I will not let anyone who hurt you go." He gently stroked Yun Jingman's face and made a solemn promise.
Although Yun Jingman was taking medicine, he still slept uneasily. His long and thick eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, and his eyebrows were lightly frowned, with his brows tightly together.
His body felt like it was being cut and pulled by someone, and he felt a stinging pain all over. It was sometimes cold and sometimes hot, and the two extremes of ice and fire tortured Yun Jingman.
"General."
"What's wrong?" Beitang Yuan turned his back to Fang Jin and looked at Yun Jingman deeply.
"Lock her in the dark room in the backyard, together with the old eunuch's body." Fang Jin reported. Fang Jin knew that Beitang Yuan would not let the woman go easily, and would torture her body and mind to death, just like the old eunuch...
"How's the situation in Butterfly Valley?" This is the most important thing. The most urgent task is to cure Yun Jingman.
"The Butterfly Valley Master refused to treat me."
"You useless thing. If you fail to invite me again, don't come back." Beitang Yuan shouted angrily.