ushernet Chapter 148: Why did you suffer for three years?
Chapter 148: Why did you suffer for three years?
As they were ecstatically congratulating their child, Yun Jingman gradually disappeared in the crowd...
The people present did not notice that the woman who was an excellent chess player, medical expert, and intelligent had disappeared.
Leng Ruoning forced a smile and congratulated her a few times, then, with the help of Zui Lu, she walked back to her high seat, looking dejected. And those concubines who had just wanted to see the joke and wanted Qing Fei to defeat Liu Ruxu also put on hypocritical smiles and said things that were different from what they thought.
The cold wind was so cold that it penetrated into people's bones and chilled their bodies. Yun Jingman dragged the heavy lead and walked forward with pain.
She tried hard to hold back the tears in her eyes, stubbornly not letting them fall, and kept looking up at the starless and moonless night sky. It was nothing but black, just like her current mood, pitch black with no way out.
She suddenly didn't know what she had endured for the past three years. She came here to torture and kill Baili Haoxuan, but what about now? She had been tortured and hurt since she entered the palace, and she couldn't control her heart, and it would hurt because of him...
"Why? Why? Why?" Yun Jingman yelled three whys at the top of his lungs, tearing the wound on his heart apart. It was already covered in blood, and now salt was sprinkled on it.
"God, why are you so unfair? Why!!!" She never complained about the world, but at this moment she had to find an outlet for her resentment and anger.
In her previous life, she was an orphan, with no name or parents. She finally found love and thought she would have a home. But not long after she settled down, her nominal "parents" gave birth to their own children and abandoned her, beating and scolding her, abusing her. She died at the age of 20.
She came to this strange world, still alone and helpless. She was born in an imperial family, which sounds noble, but she actually lives a life that is glorious on the surface but lowly on the inside. She is a princess, but her fate is not in her own hands. Her marriage is decided as if it were a transaction.
She thought she had finally found her true love and would live happily ever after. She would have him and her child...but she never expected that millions of soldiers would destroy her country, her home, her child, and everything else overnight.
After three years of rebirth, he made a gorgeous comeback, but the only one who was hurt was her...
"Why? Why? What did I do wrong to make you treat me like this, God? Why?" Yun Jingman screamed and fell weakly on the cold, hard floor. He kept his head held high, refusing to lower it even a bit, and he held back the tears in his eyes.
Child, she also wants her child. If she had given birth to the child, her baby would be three years old now...
The three-year-old child can call her "mother", can walk, can circle around her, can act like a spoiled child and ask for a hug, and can occasionally act naughty...
Her child must be the cutest baby in the world...
"My child... I miss you..." When I mentioned my child, I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. They flowed down my cheeks. I was deeply hurt and could only shed tears silently...
The child is the softest and most untouchable pain in her heart. The pain is like a needle in cotton. It looks soft, but it hurts day and night, every moment...
He bent his legs, hugged them with his hands, buried his face deeply between his legs, his shoulders twitching, and cried out all the tears of pain.
In the darkness far away, there was a spotless figure in white clothes silently waiting in the cold wind, watching the scene that made his heart ache and bitter.
That lonely and helpless figure hurt his heart.
How she wished that she would die with her child at that time. At least on the road to the underworld, her child would not have to be afraid of the dark and would have a companion. She could make a promise with the child that he would still be her child in the next life...
In the cold windy night, the trembling figure and the bitter heart are all in disarray and pain in the wind...
Suddenly, a man tightly hugged the lonely figure who was hurt in the wind, as if he wanted to give all his strength and warmth to the woman in front of him.
Yun Jingman's body froze, but he quickly reacted. He struggled with his hands and slapped the person holding him, crying heartbreakingly: "Why did you save me in the first place? Why didn't you let me die with the child? Why? Why? Why?"
He slapped the man's thin back hard.
"Yes, it's all my fault. I was wrong." The man had bitterness in his throat and deep regret lingered in his heart, but what he regretted was not saving her, but sending her to Baili Haoxuan in the first place.
If I could know my own heart one day earlier, would I feel less pain now?
"Why do you treat me like this, why, why, why. What gives you the right to treat me like this, why?" She vented her pain incoherently. Tonight she didn't want to be rational, and didn't want to know that the person holding her was her master.
She just wanted to find a way to vent all the pain in her heart.
Gu Yue didn't know what to say, nor did she know how to comfort her. She just hugged this fragile and injured woman tightly, hoping to give her support and strength.
"Why don't you let me die too? Do you know how hard it is to live? Do you know?" He beat Gu Yue without knowing how hard he was doing. Tears dripped down his cheeks onto Gu Yue's shoulders, soaking his white clothes and piercing his heart. It was a tight pain...
He knew how painful life was, and he also wanted to die at that time, so that he would not suffer so much pain now...
However, I was also glad that I didn't die at that time, because if I died, how could I meet the person in my arms, how could I know that life is bright, and that he seemed to have a meaning in his existence...
Did he come to this world just for her?