Chapter 217 Look at what you look like, Lin Xiaoxi's earnest advice
Chapter 217 Look at what you look like, Lin Xiaoxi's earnest advice
That day, the words he said, "I'm worried about you", lingered in her mind for a long time. Was he worried about her? Worried about her? Would he? She still remembered the warmth of his embrace, the familiar warmth, the familiar smell.
He always made her unable to let go, no matter in the past or now.
Jinchuan, do you know?
I have never dared to look back and see the footprints we have walked
I always want to forget the memory engraved in my mind
I never wanted to think about it, but it just wouldn't go away.
At dusk
A cup of coffee, a seat by the window, a cup of steaming coffee. She was afraid that she would go crazy if she stayed alone in an empty room. She didn't dare to be alone, because she would miss him when she was alone.
Fortunately, she still has friends. But without him, the world is without the warmth of the sun.
At this moment, a familiar voice came: "Hi..."
"Hi..."
Lin Xiaoxi looked at the coffee cup in her hand, frowned and said: "My sister, can you please not drink coffee? Wouldn't it be better to change the flavor?" She looked haggard, and she still dared to drink coffee?
Hearing her friend's caring words, Shen Wanning smiled and replied, "Not good." After that, she gently sipped the bitter but uniquely fragrant coffee. She likes black coffee because it can bring back the taste of missing him.
"Shen Wanning, do you want to piss me off to death?" Lin Xiaoxi looked at the woman who gave her a headache with a look of anger, and sighed in her heart: This woman really doesn't make her worry at all! At home, the baby makes a fuss all day long; when she goes out, even as a friend, she can't make people feel comfortable...
"Don't be angry, or Mr. Zhao from your family will come and kill you," Shen Wanning said with a smile. How could she dare to be angry with her? She was someone who had her own angel protecting her...
"Humph, he...won't do that." Lin Yue bit her lip lightly, turned her head slightly, and a trace of imperceptible disappointment appeared on her face. His students were much more important than her. Would he have time to care about her?
"What's wrong? Are you upset?" This tone is sour...
"No." Lin Xiaoxi denied it hastily, but her eyes dodged unconsciously. There was no quarrel, she was just sulking by herself.
"Hey, don't hold on. Looking at your expression, anyone with a discerning eye can tell what's going on." Shen Wanning sighed softly and continued to persuade, "Tell me, what's the matter? Maybe I can give you some advice."
Lin Xiaoxi hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't help but complain: "He's been so busy lately..." There was no place for her in his world anymore. Students and children were more important than her. She could only be ranked third at best.
"I'm busy earning money to buy milk powder for you." This woman thought something was wrong with them. Work and life are not in conflict. Work and life have never been contradictory. They can coexist harmoniously as long as both parties can understand and support each other.
"I have plenty of money for milk powder." Lin Xiaoxi crossed her arms, raised her chin slightly, and said proudly.
"Okay, okay, little rich woman." Shen Wanning coaxed her quickly, with a doting smile on her face. Yes, the woman in front of her has become a mother, but she still has that cuteness and willfulness.
"Shen Wanning?" Suddenly, an idea came to me, outlining another life...
"What?" Shen Wanning was startled by Lin Xiaoxi's sudden call, and her tone suddenly changed 180 degrees, full of confusion and vigilance.
"I think you should change your route, change your style?" Lin Xiaoxi said seriously. Different from the state and appearance you present to him now, maybe it's a different style?
"Look at what you look like now?" Lin Xiaoxi sighed, and then said, "Listless, confused, as if you have lost your soul." This is definitely not the her he once loved deeply, the her who used to be full of vitality and radiant.
"Where is the Shen Wanning who didn't care about anything and could eat and sleep?" Lin Xiaoxi looked at her self-degrading appearance, feeling mixed emotions, not knowing whether to feel heartbroken or angry? She understood. There was such a person in your life who came and then quietly left, bringing about the emptiness and pain.
"Dead. I can't find the me I once was." The man who loved her disappeared. The woman who loved him also disappeared. I tried desperately to find a way out for myself, but found that there was no way to go and no way to retreat.
"Shen Wanning..." Lin Xiaoxi was angry at her attitude, angry at her compromise, angry at her stubbornness, angry at her not cherishing herself. After he left, she couldn't smile anymore, her eyes were always red, and she looked haggard, worried that something might happen to her at any time.
"Why are you so loud?" Shen Wan Ning looked innocent. If she could, she wouldn't want to be like this. The person she loved was right next to her, but she could only pretend to be a complete stranger. This feeling was like her heart was torn in two. She couldn't do it. And how could he?
"You're going to make me die of anger..." Lin Xiaoxi stomped her feet in anger. What sin did she commit in her previous life?
"Wan Ning, think about it this way. How did you live before you met him? Weren't you living well back then? You even always had a bright smile on your face..." Lin Xiaoxi couldn't help but feel deeply moved when recalling the past.
"What's wrong with you now? He's gone, he left you, he's no longer the imaginary him." If some people are destined to be lost, please choose to let go and let him go. If he can come back one day, it's already destined. If he can't come back, what's the harm in having him or not?
"Will he feel bad if you ruin your body like this? Will he care?" Looking at the haggard woman in front of her, Lin Xiaoxi couldn't help but sigh softly. Silly, if he loves you, I don't think he would want you to suffer even the slightest bit of grievance.
"No one in this world is truly inseparable from another. Even if we lose each other, the sun still rises and sets every day. It is still the sun with brilliant light, but it lacks the warmth that used to accompany us." Lin Xiaoxi held her hand tightly. In addition to letting her know that she would always be by her side, what else could she do? Words were too pale.
"Actually, I think it's not important whether he remembers you or not. What's important is that you make him fall in love with you again." It's just amnesia, what can compare to deep love?
"He was trying so hard to pursue you at that time." She had always witnessed their love.
"Now, you have to work hard to get closer to him."
"Wan Ning, if you can't awaken his memory, let him fall in love with you as you are now. You are just as worthy of him as you are now."
"I believe you two will definitely be together." She always believed that it was only a matter of time before the lovers finally got married. As the saying goes, 'hold your hand and grow old together', she firmly believed that there must be a fate between them that no one else could give up.
Love, love... She didn’t understand love, but she met someone who cherished her life, and she was very grateful.
I'm still not used to you not being around
Looking at the hazy moonlit night, does it also have deep thoughts?
I lost a lot when you left me
My heart will hurt, even if I just recite your name in my heart
I miss you, just because you were there
I will always believe that you are there and will not go away
Deep eyes, red lips
I know it's you, even though there's a sense of alienation in your eyes
Maybe you think life is too monotonous, so you played a dramatic joke on me.
Did you laugh in the play? I can't see
My tears are fatal, you said you don't like me crying
Just seeing you makes my heart hurt
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