If love can be booked

Chapter 187 Zhao Qinglin and Qiu Ruozhen have some disagreements because of the rain

He is busy during the day, and so is she...

It seemed that only eight or nine o'clock in the evening truly belonged to the two of them. It was not that she could not live without him, but she had become accustomed to his scent and his rhythm beside her... She did not want to leave, did not want to let go, did not dare to miss him, did not dare to say "I love you"... She began to miss him again...

They had just met, and they were not that far away. She couldn't see him, and she didn't know what he was thinking. She would miss him...

I just want to see him, so simple and yet so difficult...

I will cry when I miss him. I dare not miss him easily, tears fall gently, how can I lie to myself and say that I don't love him or miss him? Love or not love, just like he said, why bother to deliberately entangle?

I don't dare to wrong myself, but I'm afraid of wronging him...

"Tomorrow is the weekend." After I met him, I like every weekend with him. Even if it's just a walk, it's a warm little happiness. I don't deliberately pursue romance, I just want to enjoy the plain and beautiful time with him.

"I know." Tomorrow is Sunday, her...

"Will you come?" Qing Lin, can I say I really want to see you? There was a hint of expectation and desire in her tone.

"It's raining..." I just checked the weather, it's drizzling...

"Overcast turning to light rain..." The weather changes all the time, maybe it won't rain? Maybe it will rain very late. The weather has been bad recently, and she has been unwell too... Her voice became low.

"Let's see tomorrow. If it doesn't rain, I'll go..." I don't like going out on rainy days. If it doesn't rain, I'll go see you...

"Okay..." If it doesn't rain, I'll come... Why is his schedule always so easily affected by the gloomy rainy days? But she can go through wind and rain, not stopped by any difficulties or obstacles, just because of the deep thoughts in her heart, the burning emotions like flames.

"Go to sleep sweetly." He murmured softly, with a hint of helplessness and pampering in his eyes.

"Well, OK..." There was a hint of loneliness in his words. He always sent her to sleep in this way, as if he was avoiding something, or hiding a secret deep in his heart. I don't know why, every time I heard him say he was going to sleep, I would always feel an inexplicable loneliness in my heart, just like the light that was about to go out, making people feel endless loneliness.

I just want to have more conversations with him, even if it's just a few short sentences, it's enough to make the joy in my heart spread. I just want to share every bit of his life, even if it's just such a tiny bit of time, I feel it's extremely precious. I dare not imagine the scene of separation, I dare not imagine what life will be like if I lose him, for fear that my worries will surge like a tide, inadvertently disturbing his rest and destroying this moment of peace.

Although his words were always so ambiguous and full of uncertainty, she was still full of expectations, expecting him to put aside all his worries and come to her resolutely regardless of whether it rained or not. Long time no see, always long time no see...

He couldn't tell her when he would arrive. Because he was unsure, he wouldn't book a ticket in advance, nor would he let her book one for him... She had always been very confused, why didn't he let her go to his city? Whenever she wanted to go there happily, he would always give up the idea. He once said that the train station was not suitable for a girl like her...

As for her, she believed everything he said. Trust is hard, but she gave it to him without reservation. When someone around her told her that the reason why he was so busy and left so resolutely was because he didn't love her enough. However, he never said such words in person. So, she stubbornly believed that he must still love her, he definitely loved her...

He loves her, right? I foolishly lied to myself that he loves her...

The alarm clock hit seven o'clock. I had a restless sleep last night, so I woke up early. I opened the curtains and saw the gray sky. It was so gloomy that it seemed like it was going to rain soon...

She never liked rainy days. The depressing atmosphere disgusted her deeply, and her mood became depressed instantly. At this moment, she was entangled in whether he would come again. She was full of uneasiness and didn't even dare to call him to ask, for fear that he would think she was urging him... Recalling the past scene, she packed everything carefully and looked forward to his news, but there was still no news until the end. She had no choice but to call him. He told her that he had woken up early and saw that it was raining outside the window... But where she was, there was no sign of rain at all, as if God was playing a joke on her.

I lay in bed for a while, as if escaping from reality, but finally I mustered up the courage to get up, simply brushed my teeth, washed my face, and then lightly put on some makeup, trying to use this touch of color to cover up my inner uneasiness.

At almost nine o'clock, I locked my door and went out, but there was no news from him...

"Have you gone out?" My phone is running out of battery...

"It's raining." Some light rain...

Just these two sentences instantly brought my already low mood to the freezing point. Some drizzles are like countless fine needles, densely piercing my heart, each of which carries endless sorrow.

I didn’t reply to his message, and I don’t want to say another word…

Sitting in the back row of the bus, you feel like a lonely wanderer, abandoned by the world. How can you lie to yourself when you are alone and thinking about your own problems? How can she understand the question "Have you gone out?" Does it mean "If you haven't gone out, then don't go out"? Why is it like this every time? I am not afraid of rainy days...

'It's raining'...you don't have to go out...

I'm sorry, I forced you. You didn't have to work so hard. She didn't get off the bus, but just sat all the way to the train station. He wasn't there, so what was she going to do?

"Why don't you reply to my message?" I haven't received any news from her for a long time...

After receiving this message, Qiu Ruozhen felt an inexplicable bitterness in her heart. What should she say in reply? She said she had already gone out and could she go back? She said it was raining and he didn't need to come, right? What did he want her to say?

I still can't bear not to reply her message...

"It's okay, if you don't want to come, then don't come..." No need to use rainy days as a perfect excuse every time... Rainy days, his rainy days, not her rainy days...

"I said, why don't you reply to my message?" What is she talking about?

"It's raining in T City." Who told him it wasn't raining?

"A little bit..." How did he know?

"I'm here..." There was no trace of her at the exit... She always waited for him there, but today she was not there... An endless sense of loss welled up in her heart, as if the whole world had become empty.

"Uh..." Isn't he not coming?

"My phone is out of battery." It's already at 1%...

"Where are you?" I didn't see her...

"I have two more stops to go, I'll be there soon..." She wiped away her tears, and here he came...

He's here? Then why did you ask her if she went out just now...

I called his cell phone, but it said: The number you dialed is turned off. Oh, it turned out that the phone was out of battery. Where can I find him now? The place where they first agreed to meet, no... The place where they took the bus together, no... At the exit, I finally saw that familiar figure.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong..." He stood there alone, without any impatience.

"You're not wrong..." How dare he say she was wrong? In this relationship, it was clearly all his fault. He shouldn't have made her wait and worry so much.

"I was wrong." What kind of tone...

"If I had known this would happen, I shouldn't have come today..." The rain was drizzling down. Who had sworn that it wouldn't rain? She was unreliable...

"Then why did you ask if he went out? And you said it was raining...any normal person would think so." Going out and it was raining, isn't that connected to the fact that I don't want to go out?

"I just want to ask you why you didn't reply my message." The reason for not replying the message is...

"You've said that, what should I say back?" What else can I say? Everything feels so perfunctory, so forced, I've gotten used to having no words.

"What did I say? I just asked if you went out. If you didn't, please bring me a power bank. My phone is out of battery. Look, it's turned off." I just wanted her to bring a power bank. Was she reacting so strongly? It was just about a power bank...

"I know. When I called just now, it said the phone was turned off." Turned off, I thought I wouldn't be able to find you, but in such a big train station, I could still find you.

"I was wrong..." Qiu Ruozhen was filled with deep guilt and self-blame. If he had not asked her if she had gone out, but had directly asked her to bring a power bank, then things might not have developed to this point, right?

"You're not wrong..." Could she be wrong?

He was angry... Shouldn't she be even more angry? She had never seen him angry before, and this time he was really angry with her... It was not until this moment that she realized that there was such a serious communication problem between them. She didn't listen to him finish his words, and he didn't try to finish his words... She pondered his second half of the sentence, and he pondered her second half of the sentence...

No one spoke, there was only silence, deep silence...

"It's so hot..." She tried to break the awkward silence. The air was extremely hot and stuffy, making people feel irritated and uneasy. She hoped to find an opportunity to continue the conversation...

"You're the only one feeling hot, right? No one else feels hot?" He said this carelessly, forgetting that she was still beside him. Perhaps she wasn't used to his bad temper yet...

"I just..." She suddenly felt very wronged after he yelled at her. She just wanted to find a topic to ease the atmosphere... Was he really angry? Tears filled her eyes.

"Are you angry?" Looking at her slightly red eyes, he realized that his attitude just now seemed a little extreme.

"It seems like you are more angry." Who is angry?

He said nothing, she said nothing, and there was a moment of silence...

There was a bit of traffic in the city center, could you say it was a bit disorienting?

T City Commercial Street has arrived...

He turned to look at her and asked, "Qiuqiu, where are we going?" It seemed like this was the same every time, he would ask her about her next destination.

"Can you please stop asking me where I'm going?" Every time he asked her where she was going, she didn't know how to respond... because she didn't care where she was going, as long as he was by her side.

"You are familiar with it." He is not familiar with T City, except for T City No. 1 Middle School...

"Okay." Familiar...

"I feel deeply sorry for you." I didn't mean to lie to him and tell him it wasn't raining.

"It obviously didn't rain this morning." It was just that the weather was a little gloomy. Who would have thought that it would start to drizzle as soon as she went out... She didn't tell him because of a little selfish motive.

“If it doesn’t rain, there will be water on the ground…” It’s not raining?

"Then it rained a little more." This is an unknown situation...

"Who knows?" What she said no longer had any truth.

"If I had told you earlier, you definitely wouldn't have come." She was so eager to see him that she was willing to tell a little lie just to win the chance to meet him.

"You can't lie to me." If it's down, it's down. If it's not down, it's not down...

Qiu Ruozhen quickly defended herself, "I didn't lie to you. How could I possibly lie to you?"

"I don't know." Shouldn't he selectively trust her?

"I was wrong about what happened this morning. Can you please stop being angry?" She said with a face full of regret. She was too impulsive and made the decision without listening to his explanation. Looking back now, it was really too hasty.